Just in my mind it seems I try and define these dreams, it’s just a fine line; the seams that hold me together, as I am just a patch work sweater that’s been through it’s fair share of the weather, and as I rip and tare another patch will go there, hoping that the time […]
If you really wanted me you wouldn’t still be talking to someone else, so I’ll just take what I have and go, because I ain’t so side hoe, and that I’m just better off alone
Dominoes. You spend so much time setting them all just to have it all crumble down in a instant. What could have been destroyed by one simple push, be it a mistake or on purpose when it happens it happens. Sometimes I feel like I don’t even setup the dominoes, I Just knock down the […]
Sometimes it takes a lot for me to get myself out of a negative mindset, sometimes it seems like it goes on forever, as if I’m on a carousel spinning around and the ride never ends. A Lot of the time I’ll cycle through them going from a positive outlook to negative fairly quickly. However […]
In these moments we call our life we are left with choices. These choices can shape our reality. We can choose to continue a harmful cycle of doubt and disbelief or to break free and create new thoughts and habits. I met with some old friends yesterday and during our conversation they tried to convince […]
The roar of the thunder echoes through the drops of rain, booming and strong only to become silent as the rain drops continue on with their song so sweet and simple yet a violent catastrophe waiting for another moment to strike with a great wake of light so bright as the rain drops continue on […]
My life filled with dread,
My dad lie still in a bed,
because of the voices in his head.
My eyes filled with tears,
As I said words to his ears,
Praying his end wasn’t near,
An angel must of appeared,
For he’s still fucking here.
But in my moments of fear,
I said to him there,
Again and again,
Without any end.
If you leave me now,
I’ll still love you somehow.
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I don’t really use this as much as I should, probably because I don’t really know what to say. Even when I write something out I might change my mind before posting it or even after, and I’ll remove it. Maybe I’m too critical on myself, maybe I just change my mind. It’s not that […]
One question that always seems to be asked by people when you’re getting to know them is if you’re married, or have a significant other. When you tell them you don’t some might just leave it there. Other people might ask why not, or even ask if you’ve ever even had sex. (these people are […]
A word misheard can lead to confusion. I was listening to a song I’ve heard many times before, only this time I heard something different. It was right about the end of work so on my drive home I spent my ride pondering about the differences in the lyrics, from what I had thought it to […]