What Is – The Story
It awoke, an orb like a bright light shining for all to see. However there was no one to see it.
Category: Personal
Personal Blog Posts
Stretching Lobes
A couple of months ago I began stretching my ear lobes, what some people might incorrectly refer to as “gauged ears”. Now don’t get me wrong, if you don’t know now you know but breaking the habit of using the wrong terminology can be a little difficult at first. Another misconception I had was about […]
Tinder and Dating
This is one of those things I don’t really know much about. I haven’t had much experience with relationships, and my experience with Tinder is poor. Perhaps it’s because of my lack of experience that I am not willing to give it my all, am I afraid of messing up, that I won’t be good […]
Keeping up with everything
There is a saying I’ve heard before, too many chefs can ruin the soup, but can too many soups ruin the chef? Perhaps I’ve tried spreading myself too thin. Not enough time in the day, and too many things to do. I’ve been working on not working as much, getting more time for relaxation and […]
Heating Season
I spent some time during my day off this week in the depths of the basement of my mothers house, being it’s the middle of November we’re entering into the heating season for my area. This just means it getting cold outside, and we will need to start using our heating system. Before we start […]
Days without drinking
I had a time in my life where I would rush home every night only stopping at the grocery store or liquor store to stock up on beer. The moment I walked in the door I would pop one open and Gulp it down. I did this for a couple of years only stoping on […]
Where am I going? Not where I’ve Been
Sometimes it takes a lot for me to get myself out of a negative mindset, sometimes it seems like it goes on forever, as if I’m on a carousel spinning around and the ride never ends. A Lot of the time I’ll cycle through them going from a positive outlook to negative fairly quickly. However […]
Poem – I’ll still love you somehow
My life filled with dread,
My dad lie still in a bed,
because of the voices in his head.
My eyes filled with tears,
As I said words to his ears,
Praying his end wasn’t near,
An angel must of appeared,
For he’s still fucking here.
But in my moments of fear,
I said to him there,
Again and again,
Without any end.
If you leave me now,
I’ll still love you somehow.
(Back story included in post)
What to say
I don’t really use this as much as I should, probably because I don’t really know what to say. Even when I write something out I might change my mind before posting it or even after, and I’ll remove it. Maybe I’m too critical on myself, maybe I just change my mind. It’s not that […]
What was I afraid of?
One question that always seems to be asked by people when you’re getting to know them is if you’re married, or have a significant other. When you tell them you don’t some might just leave it there. Other people might ask why not, or even ask if you’ve ever even had sex. (these people are […]